And it feels like its been a month at least. I don't even want to talk to his family so much because it's so hard. Just to ask me how I'm doing (when I know it's about him) makes me cry. I really just have to keep a distance from those thoughts to function. I spoke to his dad a bit yesterday, it wasn't about how i'm doing so it wasn't so bad. His mom text me the other day but besides my phone going dead, I really couldn't reply because I would just cry.
He emailed me though! A boy does it make a difference. It really helps... I feel just a bit closer... As if it's just an impassable country road rather than actual countries that separate us.
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